Unnie Laine, sent me a box of goodies.... as her early christmas present :D

Gosh... I was speechless.... :P


My Dream Come True... :P the cheesiest of them all....




Then... my new kikay Havaianas :P



Then new sets of books... to help me with my...errr.. thoughts :P



Then my new DVD mini series... I haven't seen this before...it tackles social class... :P



And OMG my favorite... MCFly wheels from McDonalds... :P I think she went mental :P over the idea that she will send me Happy Meals toys from Chicago :P hahahahaha... but she still did... THANK YOU SO MUCH :P























So after all the present galore... and the box that seemed to be so endless... :P my smile turned to this...

All I am is a piece of wood
Cut from something living
Touch me I don't feel too good
I'm cold, but I'm not shiverin'

You say I do not know, to say

All I am is the tail of a worm
Cut from something squirming
Pinned to the earth
I twist and turn
For soil and roots I'm yearnin'

All I am is a fingertip
Some angel's placed in cotton
And the syphalactic doctor says he'll make it fit
But all his learnin' he's forgotten

i know that the day will come
when the sight of this earth
shall be lost
and life
will take its leave in silence
drawing the last curtain over my eyes
yet the stars will watch at night
and morning rise as before
and hours have heave like sea waves
casting upon pleasures and pains

when i think of this end of my moments
the barrier of the moments breaks
and i see by the light of death
the world with its careless treasures
rare is it lowliest seat
rare is it meanest of lives

things that i've longed for in vain
and things that ive got
let them pass

let me but truly possess the things
that i have spurned and overlooked.





srt: doomsday 2007

When I wanna think happy thoughts... I can only think of one thing...

Mc Donalds Happy Meal :P


I collect them like I collect Starbucks, Starwars, Swatch and NBA cards :P

Gosh...okay... so I love toys... :P

There's nothing wrong about it right? :D

It's been two days... moody is slightly moody and gay heart is still gay.

But I'm writing... to let the vader campers know...Im out here fighting and smiling... :D

As I sat here, I kept thinking of my piano at home... how sad it must feel now... for being unplayed for so long... It's been awhile, and I miss it. I miss playing my favorite piece of musical instrument... get lost again with its sound...

I wish I'm there right now, playing an old familiar song... or perhaps something funky and new...


Unplayed piano
Still holds a tune
Lock on the lid
In a stale, stale room
Maybe it's not that easy
Or maybe it's not that hard
Maybe they could release me
Let the people decide
I've got nothing to hide
I've done nothing wrong
So why have i been here so long?

Unplayed pianos
Are often by a window
In a room where nobody loved goes
She sits alone with her silent song
Somebody bring her home

Unplayed piano
Still holds a tune
Years pass by
In the changing of the moon

DC Rice



Someday... right... those keys will once again be played... and sounds will once again be heard...


-x0x0-

I thought gay heart is fine...till now...