Hiro Nakamura, also known as the teleporter guy from Heroes.... he's the reason why I became obsessed with the TV series... adorable looking japanese dude...

Some few years back, I developed insomia... and for the longest time, i've been sleeping barely 4 hours a day, sometimes, if I am lucky, I would get to sleep for 6 hours... but never 8... I never had that luxury.

I always thought it was normal, but somehow my lack of sleep paved way to many other things...medical...i might say...

I've always had a congenital heart disease, but it wasn't the crazy type...till recently, it developed into something far worse; not only had I this, but somehow, I've placed myself in a situation where I developed in having a idiopathic dilated cardiomyopathy... which basically translate me having an enlarged heart with no known cause.

As per doctor's advice... my heart has grown or enlarged up to the size of a 40 year old... and that at 26, this is a rarity.

Now everything made perfect sense as to why sometimes there's a painstaking feeling I get in my chest and I can't make it end, even with all the medicines that I take... and sometimes when I feel that my hands are shaking endlessly, and I thought it was because of too much piano playing... it turns out my nerves are pretty tied up and tired... and it foils on the fact that I can't sleep at all no matter how I tried... like now, I'm sitting in my bed with an IV stuck on my left arm and it's 3.15am...still sleep hasn't found it's way.



But the truth of the matter is...


I'm tired, and I'm sleepy.





I'm tired of drinking about over 1000 mg of different medicines all day for the last 2 years... tired of going to the hospital every Wednesday night to take my Stress Test... and most of all, I'm tired of having those habitual chest pains, and it does scares me... coz the last time I had that attack, I was walking my 2 year old niece at a park...I was thinking all the time, while my hand is placed tightly on her baby stroller, is that if something does happen... I don't know what I'll do, I'd be confuse, scared and restless all in the same time.

But most of all... I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm just plain tired. That's all.

Today, when I found out that he's coming home...blood came rushing up to my brains... I couldn't bring myself not to be angry, because he's home...

All I know is that if I see him, I wouldn't be surprised if he leashed out the devil in me...


So take this out as a warning, you... yes you, you know I'm talking about you... you did something unforgivable and done damage beyond repair...






So Mr. I know what you did last summer... if you're intelligent as everyone says you are... better be out of my sight during the duration of your stay here... don't make yourself too much comfortable... because you will never know...







When lightning strikes....

Today, I accompanied everyone from the Enterprise Business Group... from Fab Gay to Magic the Great Pasaway... ahahahaahaha....


And i was awed with the way they talk about certain things like LAN/WAN and among other stuffs...hahahahaha.... i mean ive been working for an IT company for almost 4 years now, and I think it is safe to say that I should be in fact used to hearing this things, and the fact that all of the kick off meetings were organized by Team Marketing.


It's just amazing how people can talk and understand in numbers.... I love it!






Moving on..................



Oppa...tomorrow is your birthday!!!! Happy Birthday.... we're soooooo happy you love the jacket and the rest of our gifts....


Rebby, goodness PM you saw him again!!! official star chaser! I love that gorgeousL... hahahahahaha...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPPA!!! Hope all your wishes will come true!!!

A lot of my friends had asked me who I would vote, since I grew up in a political inclined family...every time there's an election, I would be the first one to be grilled... seems I am the most knowledgeable on how the systems works...

But quite frankly, thats not entirely true... sure our family has been helping politicians left and right, even my own family members have tried their hands on politics.... but even with all these, i am still somehow clueless on how the systems works... I only am but a tax-paying individual nothing more nothing less.


And besides, I am what you call a non-patriotic person coz I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY CASTED A VOTE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE... I know that sucks, coz they would always say that I should exercise my rights as a tax-payer... but honestly, I don't know why I never had the decency of casting a vote ever... even when my bestfriend ran for SK elections, I just campaigned for her, but i never actually voted for her... weird isn't it...although she hasn't exactly killed me when she found out...hahahaha...


Anyhow, during the campaign period, I did my best to support the candidates that my family is gunning for... from the candidacy of Chavit Singson for Senator(a cousin of my Uncle Rudy)since we are a close-knit family, its not utterly shocking that we decided to support his candidacy 100%... we are also administered to support the candidacy of our long time family friend the Sanchez of Batangas, Tito Arman and Tita Edna Sanchez, both are running for Governor and Mayor respectively... and most of all, we are ordered to support and advocate the candidacy of another family friend Anjo Yllana for Vice Mayor and for my cousin Bong who is running under his administration party as a City Councilor for the 2nd District of Paranaque.




But if you ask me, casting aside family and friends.... if ever I would write something on a ballot box... I am definitely going to vote for this following people...


1. Kiko Pangilinan... he definitely earned my respect for being an independent candidate.... not siding with anyone from the administration and the opposition, even with his wife's status and influence, he had clearly carved a name for himself as one of the country's most respectable and most hard working public servant...

2. Manny Villar... although he had given me a sad smile when he joined the opposition list... still, i believe in the things that this real-estate magnate is capable of doing. He will do good things for the country, that I am sure of... under the opposition or administration belt...

3. Joker Arroyo... a man that needs no further introduction, even at the age of 80 he is still considered the most intelligent member of the House of Senate, like what Jovita Salonga had mentioned before "If Richard Gomez or any whatnot candidate can win over a debate with Joker Arroyo, well then go ahead run for senate!"...

Mr. Arroyo, a brilliant man, a man with a few words but more action.



========= VOTE WISELY. THE COUNTRY'S FUTURE DEPENDS ENTIRELY ON YOU. ============









For the sake of blood ties and friendship...

Chavit Singson for Senate








Bong Benzon for Councilor (2nd District Paranaque) [pictured with my grandma, the late Trining Benzon]






Anjo Yllana for Vice Mayor - City of Paranaque








Arman Sanchez for Governor - Batangas Province

If there's anything that we have in common... I can probably think about a few things, well, we are all particularly happy people, enjoys a good round of coffee, can do 'Alay-Lakad' (walk for hours without eating...), we're nice people (hmmm... i don't know if this is applicable to me... hahahaha...) but most of all...


we are absolutely crazy about Joo JiHoon...


You know the model turned actor whom starred in Princess Hours or Goong (in Korean)


YEP!!! He's an addition to my korean obsession... hahahaha...


This is him... Joo JiHoon...



(if you ask me... any man that can wear a mickey mouse shirt and can get away with it... is just... ahem... well, what can I say... SEXY!!!) :D


So last week, I met up with the hunnies for a day of coffee and exchange of info about him... and tweggie... (the hunnies code name for YEH, JiHoon's partner in Goong)... it was a great day, and I soooo had fun...




The Hunnies:



(From L-R: FV, Deneira, Beige, October, Snowie, Cheli, Ubbie, Me, Faye and Pong Pong...) too bad Mitz, Kimmy and the others wasn't able to attend our little get together...



Thanks for a great time girls... till next time!!!


Congratulations for the YWBB project!!! Aja Aja Fighting!!!